is it really almost christmas?

I hate to say that it doesn't feel like Christmas
should be next week. I'm not really sure why.
It doesn't seem as cheery, as cold, my house
doesnt smell as much like a Christmas tree as
usual. It's unfortunate. I need to figure out how
to get in more of a Christmas mood. It's way to
close to Christmas to not have the feeling of
Christmas yet. I'm a little annoyed. and maybe
that's my problem, with school and work and friends
and family I feel like I'm go go go and haven't
really had relaxing timee...but now i do because my
finals are over and I'm so excited to get a break! I don't
really have much to talk about otherwise right now.
and sadly I'm tired enough that im gunna go take a nap right now...

haha. what a life.