poet

even while reading other people's posts i have thought
to myself "why can't i be 'deep' like that".
last night i found the 2 times in my entire life that
i would say i was "deep" and i've decided
i want to share them. read if you want.

the first one i ever wrote:

"Our First Kiss" Written October 13, 2005

Almost a year since our first kiss;
a day i'll never forget
yet as we grow closer together i feel farther apart
with each beat of my heart my love grows stronger
words you say take my breath away
yet as we grow closer together i feel farther apart
when i'm around you my heart beats faster and faster
i get butterflies again just like the first day we met
yet as we grow closer i feel farther apart
my love for you will never end, my life without you
like a broken heart that will never mend
yet as we grow closer together i feel farther apart
but no matter what we go through i will always love you


"Yours" Written October 2008

i used to count on you to make me happy
now i only count on you to hurt me
i was told a broken heart would make you stronger
never was i told what happens when it crumbles
i fell in love with you at 13
i never knew how it would affect me
too afraid to admit, but i knew it was true
the only one i wanted was you
i took advantage of the friendship we had
when i should have just taken a chance
now four years later i give you my heart
only to have you tear it apart
i wish i knew how to mend this broken heart
and it make through
if i could move on, all the pain would be gone
but i don't see a future if i'm not in your arms
perhaps one day my dream will come true
or i will move on and be fine without you
but until then my heart is yours,
for there is nothing i want more
...iloveyou...


a little cheesy i know, but they were my best attempt. ha
xoxo